Thursday, May 4, 2023


 Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

Hope you guys are doing great no matter how life treats you. I always remember that at the end of the day, we only have ourselves. No need to be hard on yourself oki?

It's 3.00pm and I supposed to go through all of the notes for tomorrow's paper but I keep being distracted with my phone. A habit I guess. I rarely study in the noon especially at three yet I have to because tonight will be very short to study? 

Sometimes I wonder, how strong I was facing all those heartbreaks since I was the only one hurting. Listening to sad songs help me to cry myself even more. No worries, I'm all good now. I am only could laugh whenever I listen to sad songs nowadays remembering how funny I was being sad over man? skskskskks ugh.

This year. I have created A LOT of playlist with the better name on it. SAD, HAPPY, CUTE, BUTTERFLIES? yes i have all that hiks. 

Nobody read this but if you can, pls follow me on spotify for more playlist hshshs


Thursday, March 30, 2023

Turning 21 on 29

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

I hope you guys are doing good because I am not. I am feeling confused lately between love and attachment. 

Like why it is happened? 

What should I do? 

Why people treated me like that? 

Turning 21 was good, alhamdulillah I still have my family and friends. Personally, birthday does not matter. I don't mind if people doesn't wish me. But if they do, I appreciate it so much. Maybe because I think that everyday is my birthday? haha. I love spending quality time with the ones I love. It means so much to me. More than thousand expensive things that you could ever buy. 

I am going home this week, celebrating my birthday with family? Yes, for sure. I really miss the home's smell. I miss everyone at home. Call me clingy I don't care. I realized that I rely on my family so much, I can't even live without giving a call to anyone. 

Nothing much to say but wanna thanks for those who stays, make my life better.