Living with toxic ||

Finally.
My four years suffering with those toxic and im survived.
Thank you for those existing.
You tought me to live this life. a lot.

You are toxic.
Your jokes are harsh.
Yes, it hurts me inside.
I may laugh but not here.
Deep down, im sad.
I feel that im bad.

I know, im not that bad.
Im just fine.
Nobody care,
I still could stand on my own,
me and only me.

s u n s h i n e t a l k s #1

Day by day,

hour by hours,

I still waiting,

10 minutes left,

and nothing happens.

Inner me,

I'm sad,

But it's okay.

We may over here,

right here,

right now.

For all my wrongdoings,

I'm sorry,

thank you for cheer up my day

making memories

be the best part of my life

even for a while.

I couldn't keep all of these shits,

I'm hurt

I'm broke

I get jealous,

I can't handle my emotions,

Again, I'm sorry.

Loves and hugs,

Ned.