CREATING SPOTIFY PLAYLISTS AS COPING MECHANISM

 Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

Hope you guys are doing great no matter how life treats you. I always remember that at the end of the day, we only have ourselves. No need to be hard on yourself oki?

It's 3.00pm and I supposed to go through all of the notes for tomorrow's paper but I keep being distracted with my phone. A habit I guess. I rarely study in the noon especially at three yet I have to because tonight will be very short to study? 

Sometimes I wonder, how strong I was facing all those heartbreaks since I was the only one hurting. Listening to sad songs help me to cry myself even more. No worries, I'm all good now. I am only could laugh whenever I listen to sad songs nowadays remembering how funny I was being sad over man? skskskskks ugh.

This year. I have created A LOT of playlist with the better name on it. SAD, HAPPY, CUTE, BUTTERFLIES? yes i have all that hiks. 

Nobody read this but if you can, pls follow me on spotify for more playlist hshshs

xoxo,

Iffah

Turning 21 on 29

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone!

I hope you guys are doing good because I am not. I am feeling confused lately between love and attachment. 

Like why it is happened? 

What should I do? 

Why people treated me like that? 

Turning 21 was good, alhamdulillah I still have my family and friends. Personally, birthday does not matter. I don't mind if people doesn't wish me. But if they do, I appreciate it so much. Maybe because I think that everyday is my birthday? haha. I love spending quality time with the ones I love. It means so much to me. More than thousand expensive things that you could ever buy. 

I am going home this week, celebrating my birthday with family? Yes, for sure. I really miss the home's smell. I miss everyone at home. Call me clingy I don't care. I realized that I rely on my family so much, I can't even live without giving a call to anyone. 

Nothing much to say but wanna thanks for those who stays, make my life better. 

xx